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Feb. 25th, 2011
022511 -- AARGH.
Feb. 25th, 2011 05:27 pmDammit, Mango-chan, it didn't work.
Went to bed at six. I was actually quite tired.
Didn't fall asleep until freaking nine-thirty in the morning. GAH WHY ME WHY ME
I think part of my problem is that I'm in a bit of a spiral with this whole sleep-thing. I go to bed late, I wake up late. I try to wake up on time, but I'm still so tired at that point that I just automatically go back to sleep, which continues the cycle. This morning wasn't completely hopeless, however. Instead of just going back to bed after I woke up after my four hours of sleep or so, I stayed awake. I didn't get out of bed, because I still wanted to sleep. But dammit, I did not fall asleep. I want my time back. I want my life back, my sunshine back, and I will not let this stinking cycle win.
So now I am up. Like, officially up. I need to pack a couple of things, because I will probably sleep at the rents tonight/this morning. Must pack sleeping pills! I'm just hoping that at six in the morning, I am officially sleepy and not just tired. Perhaps after the fam has left, I will sleep on the couch and let the dog up, and sleep with the dog. Dog sleep sounds good right about now. But first, I have eight hours of work to go through.
Ugh.
Went to bed at six. I was actually quite tired.
Didn't fall asleep until freaking nine-thirty in the morning. GAH WHY ME WHY ME
I think part of my problem is that I'm in a bit of a spiral with this whole sleep-thing. I go to bed late, I wake up late. I try to wake up on time, but I'm still so tired at that point that I just automatically go back to sleep, which continues the cycle. This morning wasn't completely hopeless, however. Instead of just going back to bed after I woke up after my four hours of sleep or so, I stayed awake. I didn't get out of bed, because I still wanted to sleep. But dammit, I did not fall asleep. I want my time back. I want my life back, my sunshine back, and I will not let this stinking cycle win.
So now I am up. Like, officially up. I need to pack a couple of things, because I will probably sleep at the rents tonight/this morning. Must pack sleeping pills! I'm just hoping that at six in the morning, I am officially sleepy and not just tired. Perhaps after the fam has left, I will sleep on the couch and let the dog up, and sleep with the dog. Dog sleep sounds good right about now. But first, I have eight hours of work to go through.
Ugh.