052811 -- Remember To Cry
May. 28th, 2011 08:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
memorialrainbowDylan just left for New Jersey. I don't feel sad. I just feel numb. I feel like my entire life just walked out on me.
I told myself I wouldn't feel like this. I realize now why I felt so numb over this past winter. It's because he wasn't here. Because I'm not happy here. But I'm especially not happy here. I do love my job, it's just hard for me to keep going. I suppose I just need to keep plugging away, right?
I'm looking forward to this summer. I really am. I'm kind of glad I work at night, because then I can take advantage of the sun. I have to stand up. I have to face the sun. Just a couple more days and it will actually be summer. I won't get the part if I don't audition, right?
I'm listening to SHINee nonstop. It's a bit better.
Buy my CD.
I told myself I wouldn't feel like this. I realize now why I felt so numb over this past winter. It's because he wasn't here. Because I'm not happy here. But I'm especially not happy here. I do love my job, it's just hard for me to keep going. I suppose I just need to keep plugging away, right?
I'm looking forward to this summer. I really am. I'm kind of glad I work at night, because then I can take advantage of the sun. I have to stand up. I have to face the sun. Just a couple more days and it will actually be summer. I won't get the part if I don't audition, right?
I'm listening to SHINee nonstop. It's a bit better.
Buy my CD.
