020111 -- It's February Time! (barf)
Feb. 1st, 2011 08:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
memorialrainbowSo welcome to February, The Z Style.
My little LJ boarder thingy at the top of my screen changed to a bird on a branch. The blue sky reminded me of spring, and I was like "whut, it's spring now?" Then I realized the branch had no leaves. I hope the weather gets over itself. There's a big storm going on right now, but it hasn't really affected my area. We've mostly gotten rain/freezing rain. I'll go out a little bit early and clean off my car, then drive the main roads to work. I don't mind going to work today, I just wish that I could work on more creative stuff. Thursday will be fun. I need to have a little retreat where I just work on stuff -- I've been wanting to put together some music, as well as some other story ideas and what not. Ringo can't make an appearance at work, so it's frustrating once in a while because I get a really good idea and I think, "No, I can't work on that right now." I think it's part of why I can't fall asleep right when I get home, because I want to do too much. But I've been better with that.
I think that February is the most depressing month. Why? Because nothing really happens during it. I've always considered winter to be quite depressing, and I haven't really liked spring, either. I'm often quoted as saying that I really hate April, which is still true. But February is the month I hate second most, because nothing happens in it. In April, I've just been so bogged down with work and things to do and the rain and what not...it makes me want to scream. But this April, first off, I won't have any more schoolwork to do, and second off, I have happy memories to make and something to be excited for in early May. April should not be as bad this year...still rainy, but okay.
Ohayocon being at the end of January really pepped me up -- it gave me something to chase after, something to really be a part of. But now it's just like...I look out my window and I'm like, whut? What do I do next? The only thing I have to look forward to right now is getting rid of my cold sore and Spring Break at Miami. What am I going to do with that break? I know what I want to do -- I just need a plan on how I'm going to do that.
Perhaps I'll work on that at work. Now, to go get warm and to conquer the car.
My little LJ boarder thingy at the top of my screen changed to a bird on a branch. The blue sky reminded me of spring, and I was like "whut, it's spring now?" Then I realized the branch had no leaves. I hope the weather gets over itself. There's a big storm going on right now, but it hasn't really affected my area. We've mostly gotten rain/freezing rain. I'll go out a little bit early and clean off my car, then drive the main roads to work. I don't mind going to work today, I just wish that I could work on more creative stuff. Thursday will be fun. I need to have a little retreat where I just work on stuff -- I've been wanting to put together some music, as well as some other story ideas and what not. Ringo can't make an appearance at work, so it's frustrating once in a while because I get a really good idea and I think, "No, I can't work on that right now." I think it's part of why I can't fall asleep right when I get home, because I want to do too much. But I've been better with that.
I think that February is the most depressing month. Why? Because nothing really happens during it. I've always considered winter to be quite depressing, and I haven't really liked spring, either. I'm often quoted as saying that I really hate April, which is still true. But February is the month I hate second most, because nothing happens in it. In April, I've just been so bogged down with work and things to do and the rain and what not...it makes me want to scream. But this April, first off, I won't have any more schoolwork to do, and second off, I have happy memories to make and something to be excited for in early May. April should not be as bad this year...still rainy, but okay.
Ohayocon being at the end of January really pepped me up -- it gave me something to chase after, something to really be a part of. But now it's just like...I look out my window and I'm like, whut? What do I do next? The only thing I have to look forward to right now is getting rid of my cold sore and Spring Break at Miami. What am I going to do with that break? I know what I want to do -- I just need a plan on how I'm going to do that.
Perhaps I'll work on that at work. Now, to go get warm and to conquer the car.
