070411 -- I wanna be a penguin. So. Bahd.
Jul. 4th, 2011 05:13 pmI've let it sit for a little while. But it's been eight or nine hours and I am still so pissed.
I talked with Dylan this morning and we had a pretty big fight. I'll admit, it was early in the morning for him and late in the evening for me, but like I said, I've given it time to mellow out, and everytime I think about this particular fight, it still hurts.
Every time we fight, it's been okay, but this time, it really hurt. We got to talking about something that is really important to me...and Dylan flat-out said that it meant nothing. Even if he didn't mean to, he was trashing all that I believed in. I still love him, but I couldn't believe that the person I loved could be such a bully. I want to talk to him about it now, as I've cooled off a little bit, but...I wish that he wouldn't be so insensitive about it. We shouldn't spend the Fourth of July so mad at each other.
What can I do?
What AM I doing?
I talked with Dylan this morning and we had a pretty big fight. I'll admit, it was early in the morning for him and late in the evening for me, but like I said, I've given it time to mellow out, and everytime I think about this particular fight, it still hurts.
Every time we fight, it's been okay, but this time, it really hurt. We got to talking about something that is really important to me...and Dylan flat-out said that it meant nothing. Even if he didn't mean to, he was trashing all that I believed in. I still love him, but I couldn't believe that the person I loved could be such a bully. I want to talk to him about it now, as I've cooled off a little bit, but...I wish that he wouldn't be so insensitive about it. We shouldn't spend the Fourth of July so mad at each other.
What can I do?
What AM I doing?
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Date: 2011-07-08 03:43 am (UTC)