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[memorialrainbow]

We were young
Silly and free
Full of our promise
You led me
And I followed
Fast after you
You spoke truth
You paid the price
Shattered in crystal
And I struck forward
Figuring this
Is what I must do

But everything changes
My life rearranges and
I don't know how
You always said that
You'd be here instead
So come here, right now
How can I plan
When I don't understand
Just where you might have gone

Don't you see
I did this sin
I made you fragile
I believed
That I had the power
To make you free
And all I did
Is wake myself up
Into a nightmare
Now I see
The only person
Here is me

So why did you tell me
That you would be here
By my side forever
Knowing eventually
I'd pave a way to a
'see you never'
And all I can do
Is get closer to truth
As it all melts down inside

How can I go on
When the reason is gone
And I'm stuck here waiting
What happened to days
Spent lethargic and lazy
Anticipating
But maybe it's time
That I take what is mine
Even though your light is gone